♥ And tell me boy now wouldnt that be sweet

I've reached a point where complicated and fucked up things start occuring out of no where and there is no turning back except facing it. im doubting which way should i choose to overcome these shits. though things are getting on my nerves real bad and anger is hitting me like tsunami waves, i hope it wont make this post sound grumpy cause i started my day with a happy morning.


i had never, and i mean i had NEVER used to wake up this early on any days. i was forced to stay up till 8am and head for breakfast but i couldnt stand it, so i slept for an hour plus before waking up. ;P


" hello? hey tie up your hair. "
" huh? for what? "
" just tie lah. "
" wtf -_- "


stupid brian's initial plan was to catch some fresh air and feel the cool morning breeze, in the same time not to mess up my hair. * how thoughtful *


but the wind was so strong and hair tying ends up to be not a really good idea. :(


As a result, i end up in my worst hair condition, looking horrible and messy on this beautiful Monday morning . FML



was at Benta for breakfast. i feel so much like a morning and healthy person! :D


Imagining if i was in a small wooden hut located by the beach side,


looking at the beautiful white sand with little baby crabs moving horizontally,


and breathtaking sea waves where i could feel the breeze,


while enjoying my hearty meal in relaxation and soothing music,


awww wouldnt that be so nice?
mild and gentle sun rays are allowed but no hot and sunny sun please.
that would be just perfect for my sweet escapade.

* snap snap * back to reality.
-Gwen Stefani ft Akon

♥ And good´s bad today, and black´s white today and day's night today

Ikea Power Curve for the day! was actually a last minute plan as we dont know where to head to. first stop was in pets wonderland in ikano. i saw a white maltese and pomeranian eeeeks omfg they were so cuuuttteee :>

and then to ikea and saw something i wanted so much long long ago but didnt manage to buy it cause i was so poor ): but luckily it was on sales, so i got to buy it at a really good bargain :D

a new way to bring your ikea storage bag - by the innovative leader of the world wtf

how i wish it was a maltese or pomeranian or teacup poodle hiding in the bag! fml

as for dinner, we dine in La Gourmet House. and i have no comment about the food cause the owner of this restaurant was somewhat my friend. so it wouldnt be nice if he happens to read this hahaa


chicken and sausage pasta

seafood and cheese sage pizza

my new furry white sheepskin in room ^^


i bet you couldnt imagine how i felt today without eyeliner, faux lashes and my brows done. it was really horibble ughh :S
but was happy again cause i bought my sheepskin
and also meet my cristine ! :)

-frank sinatra

♥ Baby wont you take me out of this club?

Cookies special from wings coffee :X
been spending alot of time in college. its just the starting at the moment and im feeling so much pressure already wtf.



and oh, on thursday night, when i was about to sleep, i heard noises. like those plastic sound so i thought it was prolly the plastic on the floor. i picked it up and place it somewhere so it wouldnt make noise.

when i return to my bed, i saw a stupid cockroach standing proudly on my stalk of rose wtf. with no choice, i had to gather my balls to have the guts, to lay my hands on the flower and shrug the cockroach off and OMFGWTF it flew, i freaked out jumping up and down, and it went under my bed. i continued sleeping after that cause i was damn tired finishing my presentation slide. FML


fark this bastard i tell you.
- Pussycats

♥ Cause I'm not comin back I'm closing the door

i dont really like management class's lecturer. though she was being all nice and lenient and trying to get along with students, however there's still something i dont like about her. could be the way she express herself or prolly the things she said which she thinks its funny/interesting but actually its not any bit close to it. come to think of it, i guess it should be the 3000words of retail concept assigned by her lol.


people have been showering me with lots of questions about us. its not that i am annoyed but its just simply tiring to have repeat myself all over again. never thought our problems could come to the extent like this as i was expecting friendship to remain. oh well, it takes two hands to clap so if you dont cherish how much i had given in, dont expect anything in return.

ps : dont be a bitch, you know something between us is still unsettled.
- Jesse McCartney

♥ Tide is high but im moving on

stress! i have truckloads to do but i feel so lazy wtf
push! i need to push myself harder. gahh
to release tension, met up with virgins who sits at home at benta for a little berdating beramai-ramai session lol.




the boys were against this. same goes to me too,
cause i think pets are BETTER than boys. true? :D

i was scolded cause he said i am damn distracting lol

bergambar together-gether hahah

hiew went a little offsfuck as you can see.

brian's pathetic smile hahah.

♥ The old me is dead and gone

had carls junior for lunch with baby rachy. why cant girls dont spend whenever they're out? its still a mystery anyway. went home for dinner and started with assignments. twenty fucking drawings to complete, you think thats alot? wait till the middle of semester, fifty or hundreds in a day's time and thats the reason i'd be insane. gahhh im so tensed right now and my neck hurts :'(



i tend to eat alot when im stressed. wtf

- T.I feat JT

♥ Ku mahu kau tau, engkaulah destinasi ku

assignment list is gonna drive me crazy anytime soon. i hope i wont let my workloads pile up high like the previous sem. anyway, cristine and brian came over to get me for lunch in delicious. much love to yakitori skewers :)

decided to watch Eden Lake after lunch since we have nothing much to do. it was a horrible and thrilling movie with gruesome scenes which freaks me and her out through the whole movie. found out that things like that does actually happens around the world. therefore, i am really glad that im not born with that kind of karma.


oh well, what does being a girl means if she doesnt shop for pretty things like this! lol splurging on things you love is definitely fun but when dilemma strikes, it isnt fun anymore.

My Wishlist <3
♥ Hampstead Damier

should i go for Azur or Ebony?
( they spin my head right round right round )

♥ Sony Skinny T77

black for style or pink for candy?

♥ Escada Ocean Lounge
hahah at least this one im not being fickleminded okie :) since i missed the chance to buy Moon Sparkle last year, i found out that their fragrances are only selling for a year which makes them limited edition.

gahhh i need my human atm !

ps : addicted to situasi by bunkface. its the song i've been searching for so long. and finally it appears infront of me. thank you weihua :D

♥ Baby you should paint my love

sanctuary was abit dull last night. but had a great time dancing with hot girls and meeting new friends. sigh, i have to crawl out of bed early again for tomorrow. wish me lucks people. :)

random
this is my little hamster; Bobo, which happens to be the last survivor among the three of them.

its quite unbelievable to me about how it managed to live up to almost two and a half years and still counting. cause i heard that hamster's life limit is only up to a year wtf.


and sometimes i intend to tell one of my ex " hey, the hamster you got me is still alive, aint it amazingly cool? " fml hahah

- michael learns to rock

♥ You spin my head right round right round

boring saturday as someone stupid left me for another princess and ran away to a creepy oldtown for supersweet hainanese chicken chop rice and balls kicking sessions in the night. wtf hahah

there's nothing much i could do at home besides sleeping, eating and go online. and that contributes to one of the reasons for my weight gain. class has started for a week but i still cant really cope well with it yet. oh well, someone will be starting uni soon so we wont be seeing each other already. and tomorrow is the last day so lets celebrate!

been counting the months that i've not catch a movie since the previous one which was somewhere in november.

Love matters - typical singaporean show but reflects the reality in our life. quite a touching and humorous movie as always.


Look for a star - andy lau is so hot even when he's aging! i like the scenario and the characterizations of his role :D


Role Model - the black young dude curse and swears like nobody's business. but he was damn cute lol


Balls Out - Seann Willian Scott. go check him out :)

- gugu gaga

♥ No, he cant read my poker face

Business Management class was re-scheduled to 1pm from today onwards. was an hour late but who actually bothers? slacky school haha. after introductions were done, class was dismissed. chilled in plaza with long lost mates while waiting for CAF form from year leader. payments took me almost two sleepy and boring hours to be done. only three counters were opened and there's about 60 students before me wtf.


this is shan. i feel that he's damn gay but hey, he's very nice okay.

this is getting shitty. please stop feeding me you know who you are! my face is turning into a bigger pau gahhh

this is jeremiah ding wan from a tribal group in sarawak hahah wtf. but he looks alot like chinese right!

its been more than half a year's time i've not seen them due to my semester repetition. now we're all back on the same track cause it's their turn to repeat yay!




i like blur photographs.