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Tuesday, July 28, 2009

nose was fcking annoying these days wtf

i feel complete today. its all thanks to my 12 hours journey in slumberland. weeee! P woke me up today :) went down for food and grab a piece of big ass curry puff. the size was as huge as my hands you know, and i manage to shove it all down my throat. hahaa. anyway, i stoned for a bit while im eating it because P said my face looks like karipap! what an insult ! :(

went for seafood dinner in Puchong and coincidently, the table code was P! P for hehehehe :P

my cousin and her daughter, Komachi, came from Japan for holidays.

we rarely have photographs together. do we look alike? :)

I ♥ Mom !

had these for supper last night. some apricot pudding my cousin brought from japan.

fucking sweeeet and i likeeee :D

i miss P :)

Monday, July 27, 2009

i dont tink words could express how i feel at the moment. :D :D :D after a long year, after finally talking, i met P for the very first time; with the accompany of my beloved dad, stouts and heinekens somewhere in cyberia. HAHAA WTF oh well, i have to admit that i am feeling a little bit afraid if he doesnt turn out to what i least expected. however, in the end, the outcome was totally more than what i thought it would be. i tink i am happy like that. :)

on another thought, i need to confess i used to think that wealth and appearance is really important to me for a boyfriend. but now, i guess its all different already. when they say love is blind, they really mean it. nevermind, fuck that part. now, all that's important to me are trust, honesty, sincerity, pure intentions and the way he treats you. you people should know how human would change when time comes, but right now, this is the way i feel about it lah.

as much as i put my trust in him, i reminded myself that i shouldnt completely or easily believe someone, in detail; males. i know i shouldnt be biased to him for the fact that all my previous boyfriends had lied to me in different tings. but . . life always gives you lemon just when you're beginning to taste sweetness.

anyway, again, everyting is fated. i'll just move on with the flow and have faith in myself.

p/s : my car got clamped for illegal parking wtf! stupid residents who dont fucking know how to drive and yet complained that i was blocking their way. -_-

Friday, July 24, 2009

since i've gotten my driving license, AIIII am the driver now. mom has been giving me tasks to fetch my bro while she's having fun in KLCC. but its okay, its all fine by me. :)

hung out with Jolene and Baby Rachy last night. it was fun catching up with the bitchy toufu again. LOL

this photograph was taken last year end i guess. shall take more with my girls soon!

on a random note, i knew i love you before i met you. yes? no? lol? hope i'll feel the same no matter what may happen. i dont wanna be a heartbreaker :(

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

♥ I Want My Superman :D

omfg. im slowly turning my life back to my unhealthy days. i've been having overdose sleep these days. hence, im gonna talk about the dream i had this morning, or afternoon. well, i was ... -__- have you guys ever wanted to recall your dreams but suddenly, you just tend to forget every single thing without a trait.

nevermind, at least i remembered this! i was thinking alot about having another puppy; preferably white maltese :) before i went to bed. wouldnt it be soooo nice if you could have an indoor companion which its barking is the first ting you woke up to, sleeps with you on the bed, a pillar of strength whenever you felt afraid, alone or whatever that weakens you, witness everyting that happens to you, practically live with you like your other half in life and the best part is, it would never ever cheat on you or betray your feelings for anyting at all. :)

oh my, talking about it makes me even more eager to own a Maltese. why Maltese? because they are the cutest creature on earth! :D hehehe


anyways back to the dream. i dreamt that my puppy, allegedly known as a mixture of almost 10 breeds wtf ( i didnt even remember how it looked like) and the funny part was, it has a looooongg name that consist of all the dogs name you could ever tink of. haha its shit aint it! lol

so when i woke up, i started browsing names for dogs. i found quite alot of ridiculous and hilarious names. such was like Babushka, Bahama Mama, Banner why the f you wannna name your dog a banner? hahahahhaha , MADAME BUTTERFLY HAHAHAHAHAHA Mahi Mahi, MAI TAI (maybe its some kind of thai name), Pokerface and so on. okie, i dont know if i should laugh about those or not. but who cares HHAHAHAHAHAHA.

i see potentials in names like Bam-Bam, Baileys ( damn nice drink wtf ), Pebbles, PORSCHE *laughs*, Pudding, Muffin, Skittles, Jello, Babylove, Chery ( thats the name of my tamagotchi last time lol), Whisky, Chivas, Cola, Green tea okay its getting more retarded. on top of all, i would very much love to call my petdog SUPERMANNN :D of course, if its a male. if vice versa, i'll tink about that when i am really getting one.

one more photo. they said its ChangMin's pet dog. you know, the dude from dbsk or tvxq whatever is that. LOL


anyways, im ending this post here. take care!

Monday, July 20, 2009

i feel emo-ness out of a sudden. :l listening to emo malay songs like tak bisa memilihmu & tanpa by 6ixth sense, menanti sebuah jawaban by Padi and berhenti berharap by Sheila on 7. maybe its because i woke up late and had no plans for the day. oh well, time flies. my semester begins on August 3rd and i doubt everyting would be the same again. there i would be, dealing with classmates most probably younger than me a year of two, for my own ridiculously made mistakes.

in another happier note, we celebrated Eli's birthday in Cova Restaurant on the 17th of July. Food was great and managed to meet a couple of new faces :) Definitely gonna be back for more.

photographs are limited cause am still waiting for the lazy photographer to upload more. /cheese

and had a splendid outing with Baby Rachy last week. ♥

that's about it i guess.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

i had never posted any videos on my blog. but these duos are awesome shits.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

im stunned over everyting that has happened. although its unbelievable, i hope it would turn out great. :)

i want these!


Monday, July 13, 2009

slow shutter night scene by Chong yee. please tell me this photograph is damn cool! haha

a beautiful piece from P :)
We came from two different worlds
there is a lot to talk about,
your silence brings out the girl in you.
I’ve fallen harder than usual

I’ll share a secret with u,
I am afraid to love again,
I don’t know what’s in that mind of yours,
I feel like im in a cubical

night has come,
I cant seem to,
rest my head,
and I am restless

you are the,
reason why,
I live for,

a special world for you and me,
a special bond one cannot see,
im high on life,this isn’t easy.
as much as you're a afraid, i am too. im afraid that im gonna break your heart like how william sings, imma heartbreaker, imma heartbreaker. im not confident in myself. :(

Sunday, July 12, 2009

♥ I Have Faith

i didnt realize that i havent blog about the tattoo tingy. so it was last april on the 10th if im not mistaken, Qing & Bryan Chin accompanied me to BlackCat in Sunway Pyramid for the tattoo session. i must recommend that BlackCat is the choice you should opt for cause the service and the artwork is really worth to be compliment.

i was scratching my head, unable to decide what should i tattoo and where should i do it on. after lots of mind cracking and opinions, i had finally decided to have faith at the back of my neck/shoulder.

this is the rough sketch of the tattoo that the tattooist drew.

one of the partners of BlackCat.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. (the sound of the tattoo device) i like that sound :D

The process :

first, Julian measures the suitable length for the design below my neck.

Drawing the rough sketch of the design.

An outline of the tattoo.

Completing his artwork. the letter A was the most hurtful part :(


applying alcohol to kill bacteria.

many asked, why faith? i personally adore the meaning of it because it reminds me that no matter what i do in life, no matter what outcomes i may encounter, i should have faith in myself and, i have faith on me. :)

Bryan was there to add some shit to his tattoo hahahhahaha.

thanks for the ride anyway! ^^

chilling in KimGary with Qingqing :D

thanks for being the photographer darling!


Saturday, July 11, 2009

i've just gobbled a big pack of chicken rice all by myself. :(

and few minutes ago, Praveen Chan made a phone call to me all the way from thailand. he's telling me that the reason he called is to make me jealous because he's now in Patong Beach and they have clubs and bars over there. wtf i know lah Perhentian got no night entertainment but i had fun okay!

sigh, the phone call made me reminisce the days when i was in Perhentian Island.

it seems that i really need to control my diet.

by the way, i've quit my job. im serious okay, no jokes. i find it hard to cope with. not the job itself but the ways i had to go through to get to work. i swear it is ten times more exhausting than my previous jobs. anyway, its all solved and i feel so free again! now i started realising why misuse the holidays given? we are supposed to take a break from the long semester and get enough rest or chill like you never did. why must we let our time gets occupied by work while all you did in school was nothing more than work, work and work. no doubt that having a job during free time is actually a beneficial ting but as for me now, i tink there's no need for it. you can always find money but money cant buy back the time you've lost. :)

on another note, its been a while since i've been in a relationship. every time fate comes, i would decline by saying that i wanto be single and enjoy my life. i dont need a boyfriend or commitments and stuffs; that has always been my principles. but tings were like different now. i hate to admit that at times i do feel lonely but however, i get over it real easily.

you know some times, you cant control your feelings although you knew that it isnt what you want. and when you decided you might wanto give it a try, you suddenly feel really scared if you would end up hurting that someone because of your strong principles.

come to tink of it, maybe he's the right one, who appears at the right time.

this is so messed up man!

Friday, July 10, 2009

♥ Perhentian Island Last

woke up super early again cause our boat to the jetty leaves at 8am. -.- breakfast was kinda sad as it was our last meal in Cocohut. nevertheless, we enjoyed it every single second :)

Nia carrying three of our bags. * strong boy*

waiting for my turn to get onto the boat.

one last glance * weeps *

i found myself looking cool and handsome in life jacket. LOLWTF

andrewz hair wasnt like this spiky before he got up the boat. the wind is real strong and there you go, porcupine cool style!

Chong yee said i look like im in africa visiting poor children for charity. haha

anyway, this is the end of my Perhentian Island post. no doubt that i enjoyed myself to the extent and if by any chance, i would definitely love to visit again. :)

Thursday, July 9, 2009

♥ Perhentian Island Three

woke up early next morning to catch the morning breeze. took a relaxing walk at the beach and lied on the bench. i must confess that the feeling of my feet being covered by the soft and white sand is fucken good cause it feels damn cooling. :D was looking up the sky and everyting surrounding me.

now i know why people likes going on a vacation to island spots cause by just lying there, feeling the cooling wind blowing gently, shutting your eyes and listening to the sound of the waves and birds flying, you wont even remember that you are worried about anyting at all.

This is a very adorable photograph with Qing in it. her expression is like this ---> ;P and oh, look at the waves behind!

the other bunch of people waiting for snorkelling session. (tell me that they look as if they wanna start a fight lol)

and here we go! this is our favorite diver who brought us to all the famous spots to have a good sight of everyting beautiful under the sea.

the view under the sea with rays of sunlight is really really fucking nice. i saw like so many beautiful corals, clams, sea urchines, sea cucumber, big ass fish, baby sharks, rare sea creatures and thousands different species of fish swimming around me when i feed them with high5 bread. haha

though i couldnt snap a photo or record how magical and beautiful i may feel but, great things will always be remembered in my memories.

can you see fishies swimming under me? :D

the water is so blueee. deep blue seaaa! lol Qing could really strike poses, even in the water. btw, can you see anyone in the water on the right?

this is a fucking piece of pervert shit. my snorkelling experience was kinda ruined because of him. he just came out of no where and moves his hand around my waist, my thighs and my shoulders by ACCIDENTAL. he can just appear and then hold my legs or hand and drag me to other places, doing gestures like he wants to show me other sea creatures but please! that jerk cant even swim properly and he fucking needs a life jacket too.

he doesnt wear one here cause its near the boat. you fat shit ! *hold grudges*

okay enough of him. after snorkelling, we all went to the beach to get our sun tan! lingered around the sea shore and took tonnes of photographs but they are still with Yiwen.

show off with andrewz lol

this was when i met this fucking cute boy :D

mali and his turtle! hahahahhahah his turtle has four eyes and wears shades! hahahahahahahha XD

a day has passed in a wink of an eye. its then time for our last dinner in Cocohut, which is the barbecue night. was late for dinner but that wasnt the reason why i didnt ate much. the food they served were really nice though!

trying to show love to the camera*

my signature pose ;)

them girls, around the world.

i like Yiwen's pose here! so cute right !

me and my vulgarities ><

was trying to do the *whacks chest twice* "peace bro" sign. lol

whats Qing pointing at? hmm i remembered i was clean shaven >:/

i pose like a retard wtf

finally, a normal one. haha

were chilling around the beach and this place called Cozy Chalet.

chong yee with vulgarities. lol

look, they're about the same size! :D

i was saying " awak comel lah ".

he may be small and tiny in size and looks like a cartoon, but when he's in the sea, its totally a different thing. you'll feel that your life is fucking save in his hands. :D

come lets sing along. do re mi fa so lolwtf

forcing Nia to show middle finger haha

ended the night with poker games and chats about life. its really nice knowing whats happening on the other side of the world, of the life which you'll never dream of having. talking to them makes you feel gained in the sense of knowledge because, different people had different encounters, hence the different experiences. after all, sharing is caring!

byebye ♥