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Monday, June 29, 2009

♥ Leaving to Pulau Perhentian people!

will be back on friday.
in the mean time, be good and take care!

oh yea, remember to miss me hahaha

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Today, i drove out for breakfast in dad's Ford Ranger! honestly, i am freaking my parents out. their lives were like sitting in a choo-choo train moving on a never ending track, without knowing when their final destination arrive, without knowing if the track is leading to a dead end. hahahahahaha.

so friends whom i promised to, about driving you guys out, i probably need to take a while before my mom would let me out with the car alone. my bad, good things take time :)

its end of the month already, which means pay day is nearer to me :D by then, i will treat my family on a splendid Korean dinner, buy my friend drinks and allow myself to splurge on stuffs i want. :D currently eyeing on a pair of flats from charles & keith LOLL

went for movies with Qing few weeks back. it was nice catching up with you again babe!

gonna have a short vacation in pulau perhentian on the 1st to the 3rd of july. it seems like my diet failed and i'll have to flaunt my flabs in bikini at the beach. :( i want a tan like megan fox since i couldnt be as hot and pretty like her!


hope my friends wont miss me too much while im away :)

Saturday, June 27, 2009

i never read messages on facebook. but i happen to browse through it on my phone when i was bored at work the other day. there was this guy who's from my college sent me a message, exactly a year and 2 days ago. its funny how i didnt respond to him for a whole year and suddenly i do after a year. eventually, we started talking :)

Friday, June 26, 2009

the weather was bad and i fell sick today. the swine flu is spreading rapidly that im kinda scared of going crowded places now.

so, i've always been the kind of girl who dreams and have wild imaginations but not letting it occupy my everyday life lah. sometimes i would imagine how will i be in ten years from now? what kind of clothes will i wear, where will i work, how will the love of my life look like, what changes will there be to my family members, how different would life be from now, and most importantly would i lead a happy and healthy life after all? well these questions often pop out in my mind. i couldnt give any answer to myself or neither could anyone else. because in our lives, everything is possible. like the elders always say, future is in your own hands. what you do today would reflect what you are in time to come.

as everyone isnt born perfect, i knew that i have countless flaws and mistakes. when the worse situation hits on me, i would go to daddy to seek for advice and opinions, and he never failed me. :) everyone would fall, break down and be at fault, but most importantly, you definitely need to get back up right on your feet and continue your journey. i believe that everyone must have faith in themselves and believe that they can do better next time.

because there is always another chance,
because there is always another tomorrow.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

i think my friends would be happier than me to know that i got my driving license, like finally. talking about it, i met a guy who i think is kinda cute at the centre. he smiled at me when i was coming out from the office. and when i was going back, he smiled again and i waved. awww i was so friendly you see lol would love to make friends with him but oh come on, i dont go up to random guys and ask for their number, its not my kinda thing. so just let it remain like that, there's nothing i could do now anyway. i feel so like a 13 year old. ><

im starting to love my dad more and more. when i got home, i lied that i failed everyting in my test. he replied, "nevermind, you got mom's genes." HAHAA not only he didnt get angry but encourage me to try again. cause he wasnt llike that last time, so yeaa.

btw, really liked the song No Boundaries. :)

♥ Happy Father's Day !

went all the way to segambut or sentul whatever that place is called to have lunch with grandpa :D then went for some usual grocery shopping on Sundays before heading home and spend rest of the day with daddy!

dont think blogging is cool anymore cause i dont know what to blog about already.

and urm, gonna take my driving test tomorrow. yea people, like finally right? im actually quite confident, but in the same time, im afraid it would turn out bad cause things happen when you least expected it to be. sigh *pray pray*

Saturday, June 20, 2009

talking to dad makes me feel absolutely great. i mean how many could actually chill with their dads with theaccompany of alcohol and cigarettes. i am one lucky girl i suppose. well, everytime people talk to me about their problems or heart aching stories, i would definitely feel as upset as they were. cause i always put myself in their shoes, think from their point of view and stuffs like that. i dont know if thats good or bad for me but i think this is just the way i am.

i always knew that man wouldnt cry for anything, as long as they could endure with it. but when they really do, i think it meant they are really breaking down and feel utterly unhappy for some reasons. especially an aged man, who always appear tough and strong on the outside, who's always the pillar of strength i seek for. and when he shed a tear, it really breaks my heart.

i know its plain ridiculous when you stand on the side of the party who's at fault, but i feel that it takes two hands to clap for things to go wrong. of course i wouldnt have the guts to declare about it, but deep in my heart, i am on his side. eventhough it may seem unfair for her, eventhough i do care alot for her, eventhough he did it wrong, but what am i to do? both are the most important thing in my life, and there is no way i could decide which one i must pick.

Friday, June 19, 2009

releasing on 26th november this year!!!!!!!!
:D :D :D :D :D :D

i hate the sun. the uv rays are so bad it made me headache. you know, its hard to drive in this kinda condition. all you'll get is uneasiness and frustrations. my driving test is on next monday. but, i only learned about the roads today! and i cant seem to remember the ways cause i am super bad at directions. try me :(

a day without food used to make me feel pretty accomplished but now, its hell. im trying so hard not to eat anything/eat lesser/eat healthily but its just so hard to refuse food. i have to admit it really annoys me everytime i feel like eating even when i wasnt hungry at all. i am currently having a hard time struggling with the sin of gluttony! somebody call 911 wtf

starting to adore the alfa film effect. hehe

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

♥ Things aren't always what they seem

Two travelling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion's guestroom. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, 'Things aren't always what they seem.'

The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night's rest. When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in the field? The younger angel was infuriated and asked the older angel how could you have let this happen? The first man had everything, yet you helped him, she accused. The second family had little but was willing to share everything, and you let the cow die.

'Things aren't always what they seem,' the older angel replied. 'When we stayed in the basement of the mansion, I noticed there was gold stored in that hole in the wall. Since the owner was so obsessed with greed and unwilling to share his good fortune, I sealed the wall so he wouldn't find it.

'Then last night as we slept in the farmers bed, the angel of death came for his wife. I gave him the cow instead. Things aren't always what they seem.'

Sometimes that is exactly what happens when things don't turn out the way they should. If you have faith, you just need to trust that every outcome is always to your advantage. You might not know it until some time later.

At times, things may seem to be as bad as it could, but look at it in a different perspective, in a positive view. You'll realize that its a totally different thing that you thought it was. As much as this short story motivates and cheered me up during my weakest point in life, i hope it could make you feel better and be strong when bad times strike on you.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

went for the interview in cue media productions yesterday. met jerry ong after phone conversations for the first time, and also bridgette and vijay who interviewed me. they were really nice and friendly people. the post that i applied for was marketing representative. and i guess they employed me cause i'll be going for training tomorrow!

well it is now the month of june, which means we're nearer to the end of the year. friends and family who went abroad to study are coming back real soon. cuzzie yvon will be back tomorrow! and my bitch bestie Eelynn is gonna be back on august! how fast is that. i missed them both so much. i'll be waiting :)

Monday, June 15, 2009

ola! good morning people.
well, i dont know why but i find myself waking up pretty early these few days. and i meant real early like around 7 or 8am. i tink this would be a good start for me in arranging back my normal life :D friends who're close to me should be surprised why am i awake so early. cause they knew my night is in the morning and morning is at night wtf.

so i woke up and made myself breakfast. i guess the main point in waking up early is breakfast. if not, wh could we do early in the morning? since i dont go for morning walks, i dont work and im on my semester break. lol

i shall be getting ready for interview already.
before i go, im gonna include an old photograph of me.

wish me luck!

im in the mood to blog! hehe.

Time does fly, agree? been leading an abnormal lifestyle for the past months. miserably surviving through the days without internet and outings, i was left with the only choice, food.
it all explained about my dead blog and weight gain wtf.

i was awaken to a sudden thought that crossed my mind which made me realise this is not the way my life should be! all i ever did was sleep, no, hibernating, eat and watch tv. im like so useless that i cant even dress up and head out.

my semester break has started and there's no way im gonna repeat my daily routine like that everyday. now that my internet is back to normal so i can blog more often, and, i should be more productive and get a job cause cash was never enough for me. sadd ):